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Originally Posted by iwiamandaiwi I am in EXACTLY the same boat as you. I depserately want to experience raising a daughter and it is hard not to feel bad if it turns out to be a boy. No matter how much you know you are still going to love your baby either way it is hard not to feel guilty.

Yup. I feel you. I'm glad that the baby can't hear my thoughts. I will NEVER tell him how I felt... because the bottom line is, I won't feel this way once he gets here. All of those feelings will go away when I see and hold him for the first time, and I know it... if not before then! I'm still feeling pretty detached because I haven't felt him REALLY move yet. Which scares me, and also keeps me from feeling "close."