I'm feeling VERY guilty but hubby and I are mourning the little girl we always dreamed we'd have. We named her olivia..
But she is a he. And of course we LOVE HIM SO MUCH! We just csnt believe we will NEVER have a little girl....ever. I'm too high risk and too old to be trying for another and we aren't candidates to adopts because I have a 14 year old who's autistic and very violent at times.
How do we move on from mourning Olivia so we can enjoy this little one more?