Am I ALREADY getting depressed?

[marenmccoy]

My first was a high needs baby and we ran into issues with feeding, etc. I wound up with some PPD issues. I'm kinda predisposed to depression anyway, I think.

SO, I'm due to have my second in April and I'm already starting to worry to the point that it is making me sad. I'm trying really hard not to, but if it is anything like last time I'm so afraid of how I'll handle it.

Kind words? Advice? I'm planning to encapsulate my placenta, and I'm trying to do a better job of having my support system in place this time around, but I also tend to push people away when I'm struggling emotionally.