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Old 03-23-2013, 11:59 AM   #91
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Did I miss where you took a digi??!!! I loathe blue dye even in digis. FRER has a 2 pack with 1 digi and 1 with two lines, I loved those. I think it looks promising!!!!!
Digi was neg after a one hour hold I was impatient!!!

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Positives this morning on both tests from my newest lot. Negatives on other lots and FRER. I googled the lot # and there's been lots of false positives with a few betas to prove it. I tested the lot in question with saline and it was stark white. My ovacue indicated my progesterone spike from two days ago dropped dramatically and my temp spike yesterday fell to two tenths below cover line. I've been testing with this lot for a week and they have all been stark white until yesterday. Todays test was lighter than yesterdays. Was this another chemical?

ETA: did the final check before the toss and one of the other lot tests had a squinter line. Other three were white. That makes me think chemical.
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Old 03-24-2013, 06:36 AM   #93
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Positives this morning on both tests from my newest lot. Negatives on other lots and FRER. I googled the lot # and there's been lots of false positives with a few betas to prove it. Great. Because I needed that this weekend.

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So sorry mama ! Lots of hugs and prayers
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Old 03-25-2013, 10:15 AM   #94
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well like I said, I too had a few evaps on those pink tests. sucked cause it got my hopes up recently.

this weekend we painted the entire living room that needed it bad. redid a few things, new lamps and changing pics around... kept me busy and mind off things. now today looking at a negative test, I am mad, feeling like we may never have a baby. and do I even want to do it?... my kids have been awful lately/selfish and yet that also makes me miss the innocence of a new babe who just sleeps and eats. but then again, the demands on less sleep and little free time to one self of stressful.
i feel like things happen for a reason. and me not being pregnant now is because we have things to get done and work out. (lots of stress w my ex over child support right now and I take the kids more than the proposed court order so I feel like a used taxi driver/restaurant) all that alone makes me want to take anxiety meds cause we fight constantly over it. my ex takes advantage of me.

i guess my biggest worry is, altho i got pregnant really fast after the major miscarriage, they didnt stay. you are hyper fertile after a loss so perhaps in another few months- i wont be fertile. it all sorta depressing.
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I worry as well that I won't be as fertile now that my one month hyper fertile is over. I worry that maybe I won't be able to carry another baby because I lost one. Worry sucks.

day 3 of eggy discharge. I feel like I got kicked in the cervix. Definitely ovulating. Next month we move to NTNP.
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The results are in- there is no nodule even visible on the CT scan!

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The results are in- there is no nodule even visible on the CT scan!

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That is awesome and the best update ever.
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lovely update mama. what was the "nodule" then?
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lovely update mama. what was the "nodule" then?
I had two radiologists and my family doctor look at 3 different X-rays and confirmed a nodule. The same doctor confirmed that "she can't explain it, but there is just nothing there now". If you'd like my explanation, see my avi.

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I had two radiologists and my family doctor look at 3 different X-rays and confirmed a nodule. The same doctor confirmed that "she can't explain it, but there is just nothing there now". If you'd like my explanation, see my avi.

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Such good news momma!! Are you still testing? Has AF showed. Hoping for you!!

Homebirthmom - wanted to send hugs your way. I hate feeling like what your describing but alas understand all to well.
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